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| Thursday, May 10th, 2007 | | 12:24 am |
isn't it weird how life goes on? from places, from people, from things you were used to doing. i mean, we've been in college for a year now (we being class of '06), and the cycle has come full circle again, and it's summer, just like it was a year ago, and we're all still here. and we're lucky we're still here, in light of recent events such as VT and the guy who stood in front of a train at elon. not to be dismal. but anyways, we're all still here and we are more or less the same although of course we all have changed. we've made new friends that we couldn't even fathom a year ago. maybe we have even learned things. in my heart of hearts i think i never believed i would make it to college or through the first year, in the same way that i don't believe i will ever graduate and get a job and be an adult, in the same way i never thought i would actually graduate from high school. but things that are so unfathomable become reality somehow, over and over again. and how we find we can live without someone, how life goes on when we are sure that it cannot. and we resign ourselves to a situation that was and is heartbreaking because we have no other choice. i'm not sure if this is healthy or if it is simply that: a resignation. i always liked that quote by elie wiesel: "you can get used to anything." (not to compare college angst to the holocaust.) either way, it is summer again and i am happy about almost everything in my life. and i have an exam at 9am. damn you, alice and your bad choices, too. | | Tuesday, November 21st, 2006 | | 3:43 am |
i am too drrrrunk to sleep irhg tnow and i don't know what to do with myslef, my roommate is making wierd noises in her sleep it is disconcerting.
but oh, i am in love. maybe not a good idea, love is bad. shut up. i am.
i miss ysou all. well, not some of you. but most. i'l lbe honest. this is going to be one of those tings that seemed like a good idea at the time and that i'l regret later. | | Sunday, September 24th, 2006 | | 4:42 pm |
for old times sake, and because i know how necessary my wellbeing is for everyone's peace of mind, i am going to provide a brief update. overall, i am incredibly happy, and i feel i am getting continuously happier. i am making friends who are slightly more sensible (not too sensible though, mind you) versions of myself, which is enjoyable. although i don't have a large group of friends yet, i feel like i have held out, and the friends i do have are real, good friends, who i feel like i'll probably be friends with for quite awhile, although of course, it's hard to know. the roommate is good, super-jewish, super-introverted, usually in bed by 11:30. thus, i feel like the crazy drunken roommate who comes in at 4, even though i don't do that very often. but she's nice, we've gotten to the point where we can joke with each other and understand sarcasm and such, so it's going just fine there. my classes are interesting without being too challenging; if anything i wish i were being challenged a bit more, but i'm not going to complain about that. i love my global class, we're building a greenhouse for disabled kids, which is pretty damn cool. i also probably kind of have a six foot seven adorable boy, but we are taking things slow, which is a good good good thing. i miss certain people it just hurts sometimes, but it will be okay, for they are not actually gone, just temporarily transplanted. i really really miss cosmic cantina, but my new friend and i are going to the 80s dance friday, and a cosmic trip is planned for afterwards. i am so excited. and now i am going to go move my two loads of laundry from the washers to the dryers, and probably not update again in a very long time. but i hope everyone's going well, and everyone else should update a lot, because i do like to read other peoples' entries. i'm kind of a hypocrite like that. the end. Current Mood: good mood.Current Music: good music. | | Sunday, July 2nd, 2006 | | 11:25 am |

i am, i feel, far more tired than i should be. i also have been feeling rather silly and incompetent lately, perhaps even a bit unworthy? but that's not my fault. i have also been feeling quite attractive, pleased with myself, and anxious for things to come. hahahahahahahahahahaha get it | | Sunday, May 21st, 2006 | | 12:45 pm |
vous dansex mieux que mon mari, monsieur!  prom 06! let's just say last year has some fierce competition.  i think i am getting significantly more tips as a redhead than when my hair was boring. seriously, i did an SRS and found that the results were statistically significant at the alpha=.05 level! thus i shall have to reject the null hypothesis in favor of the alternative. this can probably be explained by my sexalicious face in above picture. SUMMER. IS. SO CLOSE. hurry hurry hurrrrrry. | | Thursday, May 4th, 2006 | | 4:52 pm |
who has $350 spare dollars to spend on fixing an overheating car? i don't, but AP exams are over. also, i'm not the only alice turner at elon. Current Music: led zeppelin, in the evening | | Monday, April 24th, 2006 | | 5:46 pm |
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monsieur tete: you are an asshole! | | Sunday, April 16th, 2006 | | 10:21 pm |
| | Sunday, April 2nd, 2006 | | 12:54 pm |
TOMORROWLAND TRAIN!
this is a tribute to cliff notes, answers being printed in the back of the book, and copying your friends/friendly acquaintances' answers. without the existence of these three things, there is no way i would be able to make it through this last 1/16th of high school. | | Saturday, March 25th, 2006 | | 3:51 pm |
| | Monday, March 13th, 2006 | | 5:53 pm |
| | Sunday, March 5th, 2006 | | 4:34 pm |
i just wrote the worst paper ever written. three pages of 14 point double-spaced bullshit about hamlet. seriously i may as well have been slightly drunk. bite me mr head, you like marmaduke and have thus lost some of my respect. therefore, i don't have to write a fabulously intelligent paper for you. i quite like smelling like a boy. come see twilight. | | Thursday, February 16th, 2006 | | 4:51 pm |
want to be in the yearbook? yeah you do. okay online journalsters, i have to write an article about blogs (livejournal, greatestjournal, xanga, so on and so forth). if you give me a quote about why you like them or don't like them, why you think they have gotten so popular recently, please do so and i will maybe put it in my article. no promises because i can only put in so many quotes from seniors who i'm friends with, but please please give me quotes and make my life easier. thanks bunches! -you know who | | Thursday, January 19th, 2006 | | 5:30 pm |
so pleased with ourselves for using so many verbs and nouns i don't particularly like updating, but i hate when other people don't. it should be mandatory for everyone but me to update at least every other day.
that being said, look at this dress cause it's really pretty:
 
oh, how badly i want you. | | Friday, January 13th, 2006 | | 5:07 pm |
mille fois merde!
orange chocolate smoothie? WONDERFUL idea. in theory. i'm thinking in the future i will try a little harder in carrying it out, because it's more the texture of gelato right now, which is difficult to pour from a blender. but still, the flavor is quite delicious. i'm torn on whether to keep the banana in... it adds nice body but detracts from the orangeness. i shall continue to work on this project in the future, and eventually it will be perfected and perhaps scott will let me sell it! oh the wonders of being alive. on the bright side, cosmic has finally memorized my order! last night the guy was typing it in as i walked up to the counter and he said "deluxe veggie no cheese no sour cream?" and i was like yeah, that'd be good, thanks cosmic guy, i like you. this is good considering how often i eat there, particularly of late (4 or 5 out of the last 7 days). twilight seems promising, especially taking into consideration the amount of clothing removal that has taken place at the last few rehearsals. it also promises long and difficult monologues. $2.50 in tips and only 5:18. it's a good night. | | Tuesday, December 27th, 2005 | | 7:55 am |
| | Thursday, December 15th, 2005 | | 5:53 pm |
Buy for me the rain, my darling, buy for me the rain; Buy for me the crystal pools that fall upon the plain. And I’ll buy for you a rainbow and a million pots of gold. Buy it for me now, babe, before I am too old. Buy for me the sun, my darling, buy for me the sun; Buy for me the light that falls when day has just begun. And I’ll buy for you a shadow to protect you from the day. Buy it for me now, babe, before I go away. Buy for me the robin, darling, buy for me the wing; Buy for me a sparrow, almost any flying thing. And I’ll buy for you a tree, my love, where a robin’s nest may grow. Buy it for me now, babe, the years all hurry so. I cannot buy you happiness, I cannot by you years; I cannot buy you happiness, in place of all the tears. But I can buy for you a gravestone, to lay behind your head. Gravestones cheer the living, dear, they’re no use to the dead. | | Monday, November 21st, 2005 | | 10:04 pm |
| | Monday, November 7th, 2005 | | 8:15 am |
| | Saturday, November 5th, 2005 | | 7:27 pm |
why? because.
Current Music: i know the road down which your life will drive |
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